February 2012
3 posts
my february heart
she’s a dreamer… she dreams too much. she dream beyond her dreams.
“we keep running till we die. we separate, get further apart, till we are dead.”
x
January 2012
20 posts
list of to-watch/re-watch movies when i'm done w/...
just jotting some off my mind at the mo.
- prozac nation
- memento
- the dreamers
- eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
- fight club
- norwegian wood
- revolutionary road
- requiem for a dream
- count of monte cristo
romeo & juliet will always be on default mode.
x
relight ; re-ignite
“because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles.” x
December 2011
6 posts
hello almost 2012
» http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jS8IZcx7tJY
re-track: i look back at what i wanted for 2011- “LOVE. FOCUS. WISDOM. DISCIPLINE. PRIORITIZE. CREATE. DREAM. LIVE & LET LOVE.” it’s not so much of a resolution list but rather a self-reminder list of what i had to abide by/aim to achieve. how much of it actually came true? LOVE… became hurt, became hatred, became a...
the things my heart used to know once upon a...
the festive seasons always have a way w/ my heartstrings, much especially christmas this december. i wished i could say a little more tonight… but i’m tired. so i shall take for the bed. the normal 4ams, have been a norm.
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// the stars go waltzing out in blue and red, & arbitrary blackness gallops in: i shut my eyes & all the world drops dead.
X
“Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day, into more pieces...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via black-wolves)
december all over again
i find myself yearning for memories which have long pass me by. a world i once knew so well, one which held both my head and heart.
the holidays are in and i spent my first day officially sleeping in. nothing better than some sunlight-filtering curtains, comfy sheets, self-thoughts and music plugged in. sleep used to be my biggest solace and escape route… until my dreams started...
pull the trigger ϟ
here’s the method to the madness:
you either swim or sink, do or die. no in-betweens.
gd’evening mid-decembre.
x
November 2011
2 posts
WHAT ASIANS REALLY DO IN CLASS
ASIAN PRIDE: OBJ + ANDREW
mumblegamble:
“reality’s wake-up call: feelings will never be enough. calm this storm in...”
October 2011
2 posts
hello goodbye
talk is so cheap. too god-damn cheap. free of charge, in fact. how much does it cost you anyway, mister almighty one?
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August 2011
1 post
prettyugly
i’ve come to a realization, that most things in life, ends with a laughter. or rather, should end with a laughter. you look back at the mistakes you’ve committed, probably at some juvenile point of your life, and you now laugh because it’s so stupid and almost unnecessary. how was it even possible you once found some sort of glory doing it, you ask yourself. and you try to write...
July 2011
1 post
fading days and a wasted heart
sometimes when it’s all spun out and all that is ugly recedes into a deep sleep there is an awakening and all that remains is true
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2zebcpsnCU
June 2011
4 posts
JUNE: GASTRONOMIA*
[ a mish-mashed food junkie diario ]
the usual morning fixture: a cup of hot vanilla latte and a buttery croissant (a major kickstart that i swear by.)
i lurve ‘em short cakes, strawberry cheese tarts, mesmerizing layers of chocolates and tiramisus…
club sandwiches and chips
a good aglio olio
there’s always space for ice-cream! snickers honeycomb mars vanilla +...
been here too many times...
you ask yourself, why do you keep doing this to yourself? why do you keep returning to such useless emotions? funny, isn’t it? and then you laugh, and the first layer of salty tears starts to well up at the corner of your eyes, you laugh it off again, then a tear drops, rushes down your face, downhill like a hot water droplet, you wipe it away, smile to yourself and tell yourself it’s...
i wonder as i wander
[ pain is only temporal, glory last forever. ]
the present is so fleeting, we’ve got to place our focus on the eternal perspective.
i’ve thought about it long and good enough now- things don’t always go the way we want them to, but they always end in ways that probably bodes us better, in ways we can’t see; and if it hurts, that’s where you know you’ve...
May 2011
6 posts
so fleeting
early morning, i lie back and sink myself into the comforting sheets… so this is how it really feels like to be alone, accompanied with only your thoughts and the rain falling quietly outside. i’m happier. i will be happier. …when crying yourself to sleep every night becomes a norm… how much can a heart take before it shatters whole?
“…but i am sad and i...
live 'n let die
“…so that’s how we live our lives. no matter how deep and fatal the loss, no matter how important the thing that’s stolen from us - that’s snatched right out of our hands - even if we are left completely changed people with only the outer layer of skin from before, we continue to play out our lives this way, in silence. we draw ever nearer to our allotted span of time, bidding it...
crossroads
i’ve often wondered why happiness always seemed so ephemeral and fleeting whilst sadness and pain always lingers in constancy… and then i realize, that it is only a balance in life; that behind every love, there is some sort of hate, and behind every truth, there is some sort of deceit— the sort that you don’t see, but feel.
april, may photo diary
- - MAY - - - ✈
“what is that feeling when you’re driving away from people and they recede on the plain till you see their specks dispersing?”
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april has came and gone too soon.
JUICIEST TAKOYAKIS (BEST IN TOWN!) @ ION
i *heart* mich
“sleep-overs are not meant for sleeping.”
all the way to Montreal, my lover-girl goes. love &...
irreversible; just like eggs gone bad and mouldy...
i was never one who believed in “forever”, forever is… made of intangibles and… more intangibles; and you do not place hopes in intangibility.
i like the idea of people coming to a certain realization- usually over a gradual period of time, but still. i’ve come to a point where talking/explaining a certain situation to another person just seems like some sort of...
April 2011
2 posts
gd'morning stranger, seeker, lover
[ a concussing episode of a f a u x dream…… came so fast, gone too soon. ]
#turning21 april, you will be better. hello, new world.
marcia, april photo diary
april:
life is for deep kisses, strange adventures, midnight swims & rambling conversations…
march ; you broke my heart
[ ROBERT MONTGOMERY // the people u love become ghosts inside of u and like this u keep ‘em alive. … ]
prologue/epilogue
fate is a funny thing. the turn of events makes one laugh. the concept of...
March 2011
4 posts
saturday morning thoughts
…hearts were made to shatter— a concept of magnifying the state of a perfect, unadulterated (but unattainable) heart.
结局
＂那个曾经让他喜欢的我，必须离开了。。。我和他，真的必须结束了。可是我知道，这样喜欢的感觉并不是错决，只是。。。对不起，我们不能在一起。这样心痛的感觉也不是错决，只是对不起，有太多的问题，我们还没有辦法找到答案。
在最後这一刻，我接受你的对不起。 请你一定要幸福。＂
