December 2011
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hello almost 2012
» http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jS8IZcx7tJY
re-track: i look back at what i wanted for 2011- “LOVE. FOCUS. WISDOM. DISCIPLINE. PRIORITIZE. CREATE. DREAM. LIVE & LET LOVE.” it’s not so much of a resolution list but rather a self-reminder list of what i had to abide by/aim to achieve. how much of it actually came true? LOVE… became hurt, became hatred, became a...
the things my heart used to know once upon a...
the festive seasons always have a way w/ my heartstrings, much especially christmas this december. i wished i could say a little more tonight… but i’m tired. so i shall take for the bed. the normal 4ams, have been a norm.
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// the stars go waltzing out in blue and red, & arbitrary blackness gallops in: i shut my eyes & all the world drops dead.
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“Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day, into more pieces...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via black-wolves)
december all over again
i find myself yearning for memories which have long pass me by. a world i once knew so well, one which held both my head and heart.
the holidays are in and i spent my first day officially sleeping in. nothing better than some sunlight-filtering curtains, comfy sheets, self-thoughts and music plugged in. sleep used to be my biggest solace and escape route… until my dreams started...
pull the trigger ϟ
here’s the method to the madness:
you either swim or sink, do or die. no in-betweens.
gd’evening mid-decembre.
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